Fake my way up

I guarded myself my whole life
afraid to feel again the misery of the past
Haunted times - Blood, screams and Nightmares
Fake my way up just to survive
to say I'm alright I smile and Laugh
Living in shadows
streaming with the flow
yet my soul is burning slow.

Still at lost so blurred and distance
Dying every second of time
Hating what's left from the inside
In search yet stack deep down this void
Trying to escape - trying to breath

Blank in an oblivion of nowhere
Trying to create something just to say I exist
yet I know - I'm sure
I'm fake, I'm dead, I'm nothing

- Dax -